Jesus kept the ball of love rolling.

Through the man Jesus, we are told that heaven only allows a loving spirit. When our creator reveals the true purpose of our life to us in our spirit form, and we see for ourselves, a reflection of our life on earth. Our creator will judge our actions. Which actions contained love, what actions did not? Just as we were told through Jesus, we contain life energy, a life energy that also connects us to the creator of life, itself. The names we give these life energies, are just names, empty shells that contain context. The names represent the life energy. This holds true for the names which identify you and I, they are just names to identify our life energy. When an action of love is shown to our respective life energies, our spirit soars. When there is an action absent of love shown towards our respective life energies, our spirit is taxed. If we were only in spirit form, we would always choose the action with love. When our life energy leaves this shell of ours, we will only be in spirit form, I pray, that then, you will see the truth as clear as the sun in a bright blue sky. Now, other than the conviction of our belief and the message of love as told and witnessed throughout our lives, we have no concrete tangible evidence that an after life exists. We all know someone or have had an experience that can be described as a ghostly spiritual phenomenon. These experiences also give credence to the theory of an afterlife. Now, living this life, we are not only in spirit form, our spirit/life energy is trapped or encased inside our human form. Our human form contains a brain that is very powerful; the brain receives signals from our senses and computes them. Our brain functions all on its own, as does our heart and our lungs. For you and I to think we are only this form, is an error. This form turns to ash or dust, depending on your burial upon death. We are the silent formless observer, observing our actions. We are the silent formless observer receiving messages of love or lack thereof. Our brains perception of the signal and depending on the lives we were born into, is where an error will lay. Love just is, an action just is, this life just is, how we perceive what is, does not mean we are correct. Our spirit may be a silent formless observer in this shell but it still sends our brain a signal. Our spirit feels love and feels when there is no love, how our brain perceives the signal from our spirit, remember, is where an error will lay, love just is. When I hit my rock bottom and the awesome power of life was revealed to me, I was fortunate to have my angels at my side, fortunate that my gift of strength was strong enough to perceive the message being shown to me through my life energy, my unique lifeline. Each one of us has life energy; therefore each one of us has our very own lifeline to the creator of life. We can see the love in our creators’ creations in this life and we can choose to speak to the love in this life. We don’t get to choose when the creator of life reveals itself. So live with no regrets, live with love, because from the day you were born, you began your journey back home to where the creator of life resides. When I contemplate the experience of mine, when I was close to taking my life, I can’t help but wonder what is shown to others like me, others like me experiencing their own rock bottom moment, maybe it was not their lack of strength but their humanity that misperceived the message being shown to them, and that is why they proceeded to take their life. When they are only in their spirit form and are with our creator, reflecting on their actions, I can only imagine the guilt and grief that they are going through. It would be a living hell. But as with the love they left behind here on earth, love will move on with the help of love. I pray that the love down here will find it in their heart to forgive those for their moment of misperception or of weakness and forgive. With our lifeline that connects us all, that lifeline exists, remember, as our life energy trapped in this shell, when that life energy leaves this shell, it is not severed from those of us still here on earth. When we truly forgive those living the afterlife, they feel it, although they may not be able to express it in a tangible way as down here on earth, keep your senses pealed, you just may receive your message from another lifeline here on earth.

Think, you know how we say that after a person dies, they become an Angel, no longer encased in this shell on earth. You are also an Angel here on earth, only encased in this shell, with a brain working against your spirit, in order to reveal the truth. We need the ugly to see the beauty, we also need the fugly to see the fucking incredibly beautiful.
In our day to day actions, do you not judge yourself? When you act in a way absent of love, do you feel it? If you ignore it, or tell yourself you can live with that action, your conscious is ok to live with it. That also is proof, you felt a signal from your life energy/spirit. But your powerful intellectual brain works against your spirit. Intellectually you think, the guilt is just an emotion of your brain. Your brain receives signals (first)and computes them(second). The guilt is created from a signal, your brain senses the signal. Where does that signal come from? If you are alone and doing something that makes you feel guilty, again, where is the brain receiving the signal from? The brain is receiving a signal to compute. The brain computes the signal as a feeling of guilt/lack of love? We are more than this shell, we have a life energy too, that life enegy sends the signal to the brain, sends a signal that the action either is one of love or an action absent of love. How we perceive the signal is where the error will lay. The signal of love just is.
Perhaps when we die, and are only in our spirit form, think, we will no longer have our brain working against our spirit. We'll then be free to judge ourselves. Like Jesus's message, the power of our creator, is inside us.