A message from my life line.

Just sitting here wondering about where you are now?
Why were you taken from this life so young, I wonder why it is you had to become sick, why not me? I was always the one pushing my luck, testing the limits. I realise that my life down here must keep rolling along, there is still so much love to live for. It is this love that helps me carry on. Which brings me to another thought. Just as you and I love the love which we created here on earth. I'm speaking about our angels, lol, well angels, when their sleeping and not talking back.
You and I could never or would never decide which of our angels lived a long life or lived a shorter one. We just would want them to live their life with love. Love from us and love for each other and everything they encounter in this life, that you and I brought them into.
Sometimes I can feel your spirit, and then I remember the times in the past when I experienced ghostly phenomenon that made my hair stand on end and send shivers down my spine. My intellectual mind couldn't see the presence of the life energy around me, but something in me could sure feel it.
So that just helps bring credence to the conviction of my belief I have that there is truth to the existence of a life energy or spirit inside us. Which brings me full circle in my thoughts again about why your life was shorter than my own.
Just as you and I provided and created the shells of our angel here on earth, the life energy inside our angels came from the energy of life itself, we possess a piece of our life's creator inside us. That is how in this life we are all brothers and sisters, one big, lol, dysfunctional family. Just like you and I could never decide the length and choices or events in our angels lives while they exist here on earth, Our creator of life that passed on his love for us through our existence of a life energy cannot decide the length or choices or events in our lives. Our creator just wants us to live with love for each other and this life in which we live our lives. In this big, lol, dysfunctional family of ours.
So as I sit here wondering about you, I also hope that you are doing as I am doing here. Using the love that is around you to help you in the continuation of your journey. I was fortunate to have lived as long as I did here on earth with you, fortunate to have our angels you and I created at my side, fortunate to still know that your free spirit is now watching over us. Seeing that we are still full of love. I will always love you, as I know that, as you continue your journey, you will always love me. When my time here is over, I know for certain that my heaven awaits me, for as you were my piece of heaven here, I look forward to seeing my piece of heaven again.
From here to eternity.
Just a note, an FYI. This may be a personal expression of my thoughts, but I have yet to lose my piece of heaven here on earth. This was something I felt and have been feeling to write about. I pray for all of you that have to live this message that I feel, I pray that you feel and read the truth in the words.